I think it was yesterday that I read a story of how people are banding together on Facebook and committing "blog suicide"...reclaiming their regular lives back. LOL. I'll admit I first thought people were actually killing themselves because I can be a bit of a slow poke in getting things sometimes... I am the blondest brunette, just ask Tom. Oh, that's right, you can't...he deleted his journal weeks ago
. Too many visits from work he said. I guess he committed blog suicide and didn't bother to tell me. Anyways... I have thought of killing this part of my life off too at times.... since having Marcus I have been stuck for words, I have no real free time to sit and think and I can't find the freedom within to be the person I once was on here...a drama queen of sorts. I can't bring myself to do it though, I live in hope that I will be inspired once again...or find a better direction for putting my thoughts out there. I miss my freedom here, it was never for popularity, I can't deal with being popular.Tom laughs at me every time I say "oh no" when I open my messages in Deviantart and I'm not popular by comparison to some people on that site. I have been featured by others several times this past month and that generated a load of people favoring my stuff and watching me. I just clam up....
In other news, Tom said he was at his desk doing paperwork yesterday and my picture he has framed just went flying off his desk, he didn't touch it. He wasn't at all mad at me nor I him...it was odd. Kinda spooky too, seeing as though his office is next to the Death Chamber where they execute occasionally. Gave me the chills when he told me on the phone. I was briefly afraid that my time was up yesterday
.The weather has got rather chilly this past week...it was 35f when I got up, we had a fire the night before and did an hour routine of something we were not meant to do until week 4 of the program, no wonder we pulled a few things. Tonight however, we started back at square one and amazingly enough, when I 1st started i couldn't do 1 pushup...tonight I did 10 (pretty crappy really) but at least I have obviously built up some strength. I still can't do the pull ups...instead I am using the weights during that routine...build up the strength some more... I can't see a difference yet body wise but strength...yes. Shall be interesting at the end of this month...
Tonight was a 1hr and 20 minute work out and thankfully it seems to be going faster. I can see a difference in Tom already.... the only difference in me is the fact that I now crave a donut, I rarely eat sweets but I really want a donut...bad! lol. Off to bed, I have a rotten chest cold and every time I cough I feel it in the abs...it hurts. Leave you with a couple of pic's.... Fall Colors and The healthy sign I received the day after starting our diet...a smiley face in a bell pepper

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